Right now, I’m in a season where a lot feels unclear.
I’m juggling job applications, trying to stay present as a mom, keep the house running, care for my family, and somehow still show up for this business that I believe in—even when it’s not showing signs of “success.”
It’s a lot. And it’s exhausting.
But the thing keeping me grounded through it all? Obedience.
Not obedience as a burden or a struggle.
Not some dry sense of duty or performance.
Obedience as my anchor.
It’s the only thing holding me steady when everything else feels like shifting ground.
I don’t always know what to do next. I don’t always feel productive or purposeful. I definitely don’t feel like I’m “crushing it.” But I know this:
If I remain obedient to God—if I keep honoring Him, trusting Him, and living according to His Word—He will take care of me.
It’s not always easy to stay faithful when the outcomes don’t match the effort.
It’s not easy to keep investing in something when you can’t see the fruit yet.
It’s not easy to keep pushing forward when no one else sees the cost.
But obedience isn’t about ease. It’s about trust.
And that trust is exactly what’s keeping me from sinking.
There’ve been times in my life when I wandered, when I did things my own way, when I didn’t consult God before moving. And even then—He was merciful.
But I’m not trying to test His mercy—I’m trying to walk in His will.
I don’t want to be my own source of provision.
I don’t want to rely on my own understanding.
I want to walk hand-in-hand with the One who sees everything—especially the parts I don’t.
So that’s where I’m at.
I’m not operating from results—I’m anchored in obedience.
I’m not motivated by what’s working—I’m rooted in Who’s worthy.
I’m not here because I have it all figured out—I’m here because I know Who does.
And if you’re in a similar place—feeling stretched thin, questioning your steps, wondering if your daily faithfulness even matters—let me tell you:
You are not wasting your time. You are planting seeds in obedience.
And obedience always matters to God—even if no one else sees it.
So keep showing up. Keep trusting Him.
Obedience isn’t the struggle. It’s the anchor that holds you steady when everything else tries to shake you loose.